I love Christmas. I love all the holiday season, really. From October on, I’m pretty much the giddiest person in the room. I love when the weather gets colder, when the nights get darker, when you have to huddle beneath a blanket with a steaming mug between your hands to stay warm.
I love the decorations. I love how easy it is to share the love of Christ during this time of year. Even if you are one of those people where evangelizing is not your spiritual gift, you can still invite a coworker or friend to church just by mentioning the word “Christmas.”
And they come. Because it’s Christmas.
It’s wonderful. It’s special. It’s a blessed time of year.
But maybe you aren’t feeling so blessed this year. Maybe, this has been one of the hardest years of your life. Maybe you’ve been faced with temptations that felt like they had no escape, maybe you’ve had to walk through valleys that seemed to never end, maybe the earlier darkening of the skies only reminds you more of the darkness in your life. Every breath feels forced, every step you take feels like you’re sinking that much more.
Christmas, for you, is not a time for giddiness.
Hold on to this hope, my sweet friend. Every day when you feel alone, every moment you feel your heart breaking, every tear that slips down your cheek is seen and felt and cared about by your heavenly Dad. And He doesn’t just watch helplessly – a long time ago at Christmas He came to put an end to those tears. Maybe not quite yet – but trust that there will be a day when every tear will be gently wiped away by Jesus Christ.
I found this video that someone put together on YouTube and I just wanted to share it today. If you’re having a downer day – whether you’re going through serious heartbreak, a rough patch, or even if it’s just the thought of finals on the horizon – watch and remember.
Christ is holding you. He’s never left you alone and He never will.
Wow, Erynn. That's all I can say. Your first book Miss Match was the first Christian chick-lit book that I read and I absolutely loved it. And then I went on google to look you up and I found your old blog. So glad that I found this one! And what you said in "All I can say" really touched close to home, especially with the holiday season coming. Thank you for being a shining beacon of light! God Bless
Beautiful post, Erynn. I am just so giddy this time of year, I wish I could bottle up these feelings and spread them over the year. I think of you every now and then……when I listen to Christmas music!!!
Thanks for making me almost-cry in a public place! This post was so beautiful.
Luckily for me, this year has been a good one and I have so much to be thankful for and excited about. I love Christmastime and am also so giddy about this time of year!